It seems that after a year I have finaly come to a lull in my relationship. A time when it seems that, though life around me is great, things are going just as they are suppose to, my relationship is somehow slipping away.
I've been blaming myself for the past weeks that it is my inability to balance it all, my own insecurities, that i havent tried hard enough. It is hard enough to have a long distance relationship without having to add personal insecurities.
I look back at old e-mails, at sweet messages, considerate things he has done for me, and cant help thinking how lucky I am to have such a wonderfull guy. I feel like back then I had no worries, at least not big ones concerning my relationship.
But what do you do when your e-mails dont get replies, your the one making the phone calls, It seems and everything you ask is replied with "fine" or " :* " ...Is it reason enough to feel lonely?
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